Surreal

So I woke up this morning and I was in a great mood. I'm still tired as hell but got more sleep than I have in a while.

Do you ever feel like your life is surreal? Like everything is a dream and you are going to wake up and realize you are really still back in high school or something equally awful? That's how I have been feeling lately. I am happy (deliriously so)with how my life is, but sometimes, I just can't believe I am already 25 and expecting our first child. Hell the only thing I would actually change would be having a better job. That's it. I love my husband and am super stoked about meeting our little one. I can't wait to hold her!

I finally told my mother-in-law about christmas. Since both our families do Christmas on Christmas Eve and Bella might actually be here, we will be spending it at my family's house this year. For the last 6 years, we have done Christmas at his mom's because my family would always change plans or do something that would make us not able to go on Christmas eve. So we did Christmas eve at his family's and Christmas day at mine.

Last night I let her know that were spending Christmas Eve with my family and she hemmed and hawed a little bit. She was saying "well our family is so small, that Nathan isn't here it just won't be the same." Or my favorite "we don't do Christmas on Christmas day" (insert pouting here). Nathan of course said it was only fair since we spent the last 6 years with them, and we would be alternating from now on. I also told my MIL I was the only granddaughter and was missing out of the last few years worth of family pictures and memories. She didn't say anything after that, and I told her we would do what was best for our little family.

I hope Bella does get here before Christmas eve! It would be so awesome to have her here by then!