Because I am completely obsessed, I took a pregnancy test today. It was a BFN. I still have 6 more days until the end of my luetal phase. 6 more days. 6 more days to see a BFP.
It seems like everyone around me who either just started trying or isn't trying at all is pregnant. I'm really kind of depressed about it. Is something wrong with me? Why don't I deserve to be a mommy? Right before Easter a friend of mine since high school announced that he and his girlfriend are pregnant. They weren't even trying...
I'm doing everything right. 6 Failed cycles so far. If it doesn't happen this month, this will be unlucky number 7. I die a little bit inside with each passing month. The false positive didn't kill me nearly as much as this is. So for now, I will continue taking my prenatals, cutting out all the bad things like caffine and alcohol during my luetal phase.
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