The obsession begins. I am now 3 DPO and of course for the next 10 days I will be a wreck. I will be obsessing over my temps and charts. I hate this. There is no way I could stop charting. I want to maximize my chances of trying to have a baby.
Last night I had a bit of a breakdown. I was looking at my chart talking to Nathan, and I just started crying. A fellow nestie is pregnant and while I was so excited for her, it just stung. They just started trying and it happened for them. Poor Nathan. I just started crying uncontrollably. He asked what was wrong and I stammered out everything I had said here. He let me cry and just held me for a while. Even typing this, I am getting sad again, teary eyed even. Have you ever just wanted something so damn bad it hurts?
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*hugs* Kris. It does sting when someone else gets that news you've been waiting to hear from your own pee stick... I really hope you get your BFP soon.
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